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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1123

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 1123 Yo... Not really a good day. Had high fever and other terrible symptoms in morning. Because effect of medicine has faded. Power came but in early morning and it was hard to fall asleep because I had taken medicine last night that made me sweat buckets. In morning, I had to take another dose. But it took a long time to get better. Almost 2 hours. It was very hard... But fever and other symptoms did go away. My sister had her exam and when she returned, she brought ice cream and noodles... She does care about me because she has gone through the same thing. And I had an argument with my mom as well..sometimes, she makes me hate her so much. Like why can't she be... Normal. She keeps talking about others when no one gives a damn about us. Like for example one of my cousins is gone somewhere and we don't know where and why. My mom keeps talking about him, smh. She gains nothing from doing this. I am sure she is angry now that I am unemployed and sick....

Memoir of the Loser - Day 1110

Memoir of the Loser - Day 1110 

Yo. Another day passed. It wasn't a good day. There is something wrong with my stomach. I haven't been feeling well since past few weeks but I dismissed it. Today, it bothered me a lot. It wasn't painful but extremely uncomfortable. I don't know how to describe this feeling. But I also don't feel hungry and I have to push myself to eat properly.

I worked on my music but only in morning. During the day, I slept and after that, my stomach caused issues. I also had to run some errands. I regret not doing a job... I have become this family's servant and they don't even think before asking me to do anything. They make me lift so many things even though they know my abdomen isn't fine.

Anyway, I watched several episodes of ben 10 and the website I used to download them yesterday doesn't work anymore lol. What the hell. There was a telegram bot that I used to use as well and it has changed as well. I hate change. Also, the dropper I used to use for applying minoxidil broke as well.

I need to buy a new one but I don't know if I will find it here. Weather was good last night and I slept peacefully but today wasn't as good. It wasn't bad but it wasn't good either. I guess that's it for today. I am going to start uploading to my music channel again... Well, who really cares. See ya;)

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